heres a poem i made a year ago about valentines day that i still stick to...i found it on one of the first pages of my xanga, so i decided to post it here for all you guys to enjoy. :)
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based on that little poem rant, i guess you can tell how i feel about valentine's day...or you couldve guessed it from the title of this entry. either way, this is one of the reasons v-day irritates me---IVE GOT NO BOYFRIEND!!! i mean, i do like someone, of course, but he's like, my best guy friend that ive known for years...and i really dont want to mess up that relationship, right? anyways, its a long LONG story that started in seventh grade, but basically its sort of the whole Phil/Keely relationship concept, except theres no happy ending as of yet.
anyways...along with that, i just received an email on friday from this guy i barely even know, a sophomore who used to swim on our high school swim team before he quit a little while later. and he asked me to sophomore banquet. i dont even KNOW the guy!!! its scary!!! here, ill post the entire email chain between me and him...
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so yeah. see, the thing is, i was just trying to find out who told him all these rumors about me going out with someone, i dont want to go out with him or go to banquet with him or be his valentine because i dont KNOW him. and also because i like someone else. but now i think that he's thinking that i actually DO like him, and yet in my next reply ill have to tell him no and pretty much break his heart. and...ugh...this is like, a majorly sticky situation. i really dont want to hurt his feelings, but i dont want to be in a relationship either. and most of all, i dont want to have ANY CONTACT with him at school after this. too awkward, and i absolutely hate awkwardness. hehe...care to help, guys? XD
anyways, theres a lot more to it, but i just cant deal with it right now. i was planning to pull in the guy i like, kaulana, into this whole situation by telling brian that im going out with him and then use that as an excuse to hang out with kaulana and all that stuff...but somehow i feel like its totally gonna backfire on me. but its very very tempting...eh. anyways, that would be some of the many reasons to why i HATE valentines day at the moment. minusing all the chocolates and stuff. i love chocolate, so it doesnt count. :)
anyways, its dinnertime. time for STEAK!!! yum...^_^ see ya guys!!!
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QUIZZES!!!
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*whew*
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lol...
nooooo.....
yum...lunch is soon.
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bitchy
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